Then he gently parted the blanket and gazed one last moment at the infant, bending slightly so that he could softly plant a kiss on the boy’s forehead. In the next moment Seamus raised his face to her, laid his mouth against her full lips moistened with the gush of her tears, then suddenly, brutally, tore himself away from them.
From family. From what clutched most tightly at his heart.
Gone to plunge back into the maw of Hell once more.
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Chapter 16
Freezing Moon 1876
The Official Report.
CHICAGO, October 26—The following telegram was received at the military headquarters to-day:
STANDING ROCK, October 25.—
[signed] ALFRED H. TERRY
Brigadier General
More than almost anything, he loved the smell of firesmoke on the cold morning air.
But then, he told himself, perhaps that was because he was getting to be an old man.
Young men loved most their fighting, loved their ponies, loved their women too. Oh, how a young man loved coupling with a young woman!
But as a man grew older, he found other things to occupy his thoughts, other matters to consume his days. As he put winters behind him, Morning Star had come to learn life was not all fighting and coupling. There was the silence of the mornings, that first smell of woodsmoke on the breeze, the murmur of a stream beneath a thin coating of ice.
He wrapped the blanket more tightly about his shoulders as he moved through the leafless cottonwood toward the creekbank to relieve himself. A pair of magpies jabbered nearby, noisy above the racks of red meat drying for the winter. A dog appeared suddenly, snapping and barking at the black-and-white thieves, setting them to wing. Too bad, he thought—for the dogs would get very little of that meat they protected, while the magpies would get much, much more by brazen theft.
Moving his breechclout aside, his hand brushed the knife he carried in a sheath at his waist. And Morning Star chuckled. Long, long ago some of the Lakota had begun to call him Dull Knife—because Morning Star’s own brother claimed Morning Star never had a sharp knife. It did not matter, he had decided many a winter ago. Some men lived by a sharp knife, while others lived by sharp wits.
The first cold had come. Then the land had warmed again, as it always did before this freezing moon. But now the weather had turned cold once more, and cold it would stay until spring, when buds burst forth on the willow and the cottonwood leafed. So, so much had happened since last spring.
For last winter’s time of cold, Morning Star’s people had remained at Red Cloud Agency. As he looked back, it seemed the summer sun had barely warmed the land before they had heard the reports of that first big fight with the soldiers on the Roseberry River.*