CASSIUS AU BELLONA The Morning Knight, the Sovereign’s bodyguard
ROQUE AU FABII Imperator of the Sword Armada
ANTONIA AU SEVERUS-JULII Half sister to Victra, daughter of Agrippina
VICTRA AU JULII Half sister to Antonia, daughter of Agrippina
KAVAX AU TELEMANUS Head of House Telemanus, father to Daxo
DAXO AU TELEMANUS Heir and son of Kavax, brother to Pax
ROMULUS AU RAA Head of House Raa, ArchGovernor of Io
LILATH AU FARAN Companion of the Jackal, leader of the Boneriders
CYRIANA AU TANUS/THISTLE A former Howler, now a lieutenant of the Boneriders
VIXUS AU SARNA Former House Mars, lieutenant of the Boneriders
TRIGG TI NAKAMURA Legionnaire, brother to Holiday, a Gray
HOLIDAY TI NAKAMURA Legionnaire, sister to Trigg, a Gray
REGULUS AG SUN/QUICKSILVER Richest man in the Society, a Silver
ALIA SNOWSPARROW Queen of the Valkyrie, mother to Ragnar and Sefi, an Obsidian
SEFI THE QUIET Warlord of the Valkyrie, daughter to Alia, sister to Ragnar
ORION XE AQUARII Ship captain, a Blue
DARROW OF LYKOS/REAPER Former lancer of House Augustus, a Red
SEVRO AU BARCA/GOBLIN Howler, a Gold
RAGNAR VOLARUS New Howler, an Obsidian
DANCER Ares lieutenant, a Red
MICKEY Carver, a Violet
I rise into darkness, away from the garden they watered with the blood of my friends. The Golden man who killed my wife lies dead beside me on the cold metal deck, life snuffed out by his own son’s hand.
Autumn wind whips my hair. The ship rumbles beneath. In the distance, friction flames shred the night with brilliant orange. The Telemanuses descending from orbit to rescue me. Better that they do not. Better to let the darkness have me and allow the vultures to squabble over my paralyzed body.
My enemy’s voices echo behind me. Towering demons with the faces of angels. The smallest of them bends. Stroking my head as he looks down at his dead father.
“This is always how the story would end,” he says to me. “Not with your screams. Not with your rage. But with your silence.”
Roque, my betrayer, sits in the corner. He was my friend. Heart too kind for his Color. Now he turns his head and I see his tears. But they are not for me. They are for what he has lost. For the ones I have taken from him.
“No Ares to save you. No Mustang to love you. You are alone, Darrow.” The Jackal’s eyes are distant and quiet. “Like me.” He lifts up a black eyeless mask with a muzzle on it and straps it to my face. Darkening my sight. “This is how it ends.”
To break me, he has slain those I love.
But there is hope in those still living. In Sevro. In Ragnar and Dancer. I think of all my people bound in darkness. Of all the Colors on all the worlds, shackled and chained so that Gold might rule, and I feel the rage burn across the dark hollow he has carved in my soul. I am not alone. I am not his victim.
So let him do his worst. I am the Reaper.
I know how to suffer.
I know the darkness.
This is
Deep in darkness, far from warmth and sun and moons, I lie, quiet as the stone that surrounds me, imprisoning my hunched body in a dreadful womb. I cannot stand. Cannot stretch. I can only curl in a ball, a withered fossil of the man that was. Hands cuffed behind my back. Naked on cold rock.
All alone with the dark.
It seems months, years, millennia since my knees have unbent, since my spine has straightened from its crooked pose. The ache is madness. My joints fuse like rusted iron. How much time has passed since I saw my Golden friends bleeding out into the grass? Since I felt gentle Roque kiss my cheek as he broke my heart?
Time is no river.
Not here.
In this tomb, time is the stone. It is the darkness, permanent and unyielding, its only measure the twin pendulums of life—breath and the beating of my heart.
In.
Out.
In.
And forever it repeats. Until…Until when? Until I die of old age? Until I crush my skull against the stone? Until I gnaw out the tubes the Yellows threaded into my lower gut to force nutrients in and wastes out?
“No.” I grind my teeth.
“It’s only the dark.” I breathe in. Calm myself. Touch the walls in my soothing pattern. Back, fingers, tailbone, heels, toes, knees, head. Repeat. A dozen times. A hundred. Why not be sure? Make it a thousand.
Yes. I’m alone.
I would have thought there to be worse fates than this, but now I know there are none. Man is no island. We need those who love us. We need those who hate us. We need others to tether us to life, to give us a reason to live, to feel. All I have is the darkness. Sometimes I scream. Sometimes I laugh during the night, during the day. Who knows now? I laugh to pass the time, to exhaust the calories the Jackal gives me and make my body shiver into sleep.
I weep too. I hum. I whistle.