TURGENEV
I’m not pure spirit, but I’m not society’s keeper either. No, listen, Captain! People complain about me having no attitude in my stories. They’re puzzled. Do I approve or disapprove? Do I want the reader to agree with this man or the other man? Whose fault is it that this peasant is a useless drunkard, his or ours? What about this story I gave you?—is the bailiff worse than the master, or the master worse than the bailiff? Where does the author stand? Why doesn’t he come clean with us? Well, maybe I’m wrong, but how would that make me a better writer? What has it got to do with anything? (TURGENEV
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Let’s get out! Come with me to Berlin. I’ve got some friends going to London, I promised to see them off—or we can meet in Paris.BELINSKY
No, I …TURGENEV
You can’t go home without seeing Paris!BELINSKY
I suppose not.TURGENEV
Are you all right now?BELINSKY
Yes. (TURGENEV
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Who said? You’re going to be one of our great writers, one of the few—I’m never wrong.TURGENEV
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That wasn’t wrong, it was only ridiculous.JULY
1847TURGENEV
Herzen has established himself in the Avenue Marigny. He’s got a chandelier, and a footman to bring things in on a silver tray. The snow on his boots is all gone likeBELINSKY
They say the Place de la Concorde is the most beautiful square in the world, don’t they?TURGENEV
Yes.BELINSKY
Good. Well, I’ve seen it now. Let’s walk back to where I saw that red-and-white dressing gown in the window.TURGENEV
It was expensive.BELINSKY
I only want to look at it.TURGENEV
I’m sorry about … you know … going off to London like that.BELINSKY
It’s all right. (TURGENEV
Are you getting tired? You wait here, I’ll go to the cab rank.BELINSKY
I could write amazing things in a dressing gown like that.SEPTEMBER
1847