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But Italy is friendlier than Switzerland, especially to children and old ladies. The school in Zurich was the last straw—what a shock when they discovered they were harbouring the child of a dangerous revolutionary instead of a Russian nobleman.HERZEN
I was pleased that my little book made such an impression on the good burghers of Zurich … and we stole the school’s best teacher for Kolya, so it’s ended well—(MOTHER
I, too? (HERZEN
I liked Nice when we came through here on our way to Rome three years ago, do you remember?MOTHER
I remember the shingle beach when we were on our way back after the French Republic was declared … and the excitement, when we reached the border, of having Republican stamps in our passports … A French stamp, even before the Republic, would get you into trouble at home, Sasha …HERZEN
How can I go back? I’ve tried suffocation, darkness, fear and censorship—and I’ve tried air, light, security and freedom to publish—and I know which is better. There’s no emperor or king or pope in Europe who can match the Tsar for despotism, especially now, after the almighty scare he got … The people here have had a civilisation for two thousand years, and they keep something of themselves which no passing tyranny can eradicate. But I’ll show you why I can’t go home again. (MOTHER
He doesn’t mean us, he means the peasants.HERZEN
Yes, they lie to landowners, officials, judges, policemen … and steal from them—and they are right, because they are denied every kind of self-protection and dignity. What have our moral categories got to do with the Russians we’ve abandoned? Not to steal would be to concede the fairness of their portion. For two hundred years their whole life has been one long dumb passive protest against the existing order. They have no one to speak for them.MOTHER
What time is the diligence?HERZEN
God give me Medea!MOTHER
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I don’t know.HERZEN
Well, it’s too bad of him. We’re not complete without him.HERZEN
(NATALIE
Was there a letter?NATALIE
(EMMA
If he says when he’s coming, perhaps you’ll tell me.NATALIE
Yes, of course.EMMA
If you loved him, you’d leave Alexander.NATALIE
(EMMA
You did the simplest thing. If you weren’t in a state where you can hardly be said to be of practical use, George would be here now.NATALIE
You mustn’t humiliate yourself, Emma. He loves you, too.