Star Wars: Ahsoka

What she really wanted to do was close her eyes, reach out with the Force, and see if all the pieces somehow fit together. The door was open behind her, though, and she could hear the noises of the house. She trusted Fardi and his family, but there was a difference between suspecting something and knowing it, and that difference was dangerous. There was no reason for Ahsoka to put any member of the family at more risk than she already had. She’d be alone again soon enough. She’d be able to test her theory then.

Carefully, she slid the pieces back into the bag and retied the fraying ends. Then she put it into the carrying pack Neera had given her on Raada and added the other knickknacks she’d picked up, mostly from the children, who apparently thought she needed more shiny things to look at.

Ahsoka hoisted the bag onto her back, adjusted it around her lekku, and turned around. Hedala was standing in the doorway, looking at her with a serious expression.

“I don’t want you to go,” the little girl said.

“I have to, little one,” Ahsoka said. “It’s dangerous for everyone if I stay.”

“The shadow isn’t back,” Hedala said. “But I guess there are other shadows.”

Ahsoka wasn’t too surprised that Hedala could sense something she could not. It happened frequently with younglings. They’d be good at one aspect of the Force and not at others until they were trained. Obi-Wan told her that Anakin had been found by Obi-Wan’s master, Qui-Gon, because of his quick reflexes. It was her ability to sense people’s feelings and intentions that had marked her. Hedala was apparently good at sensing danger from a distance. Not a bad skill to have, untrained, at a time when having any skill at all was enough to make her an automatic target.

“I can handle it, thanks to your warning,” Ahsoka said. She was almost positive that she was telling the truth. “Your job is to avoid the shadows altogether, do you understand?”

Hedala nodded and then threw her arms around Ahsoka’s waist, as high as she could reach. Surprised, Ahsoka rested her arms on the little girl’s shoulders for a moment, and then Hedala drew away.

“Good-bye, Ashla,” Hedala said. “I’ll miss you.”

“I’ll miss you, too,” Ahsoka replied.

Hedala held her hand until they reached the front door and then waved until Ahsoka disappeared around the corner. Ahsoka didn’t like that she was leaving the little girl behind again, but there wasn’t anything she could do about it. Her position was too tenuous to include child minding. It was better for Hedala to stay with her family. At least Fardi knew to keep an eye out now, and he would tell the family what they needed to know.

What gnawed at her even more was that she knew Hedala couldn’t be the only Force-sensitive child in the galaxy. There had been thousands of Jedi because there had been thousands of kids like Hedala, and there still were, even though they had nowhere to go for training. And the Empire was hunting them down. It was another entry on the list of things Ahsoka could do nothing about. She was starting to really dislike that list. It was heavy, and she had no choice but to carry it.

She walked up the ramp onto her ship, both the hull and the navicomputer scrubbed clean since her last mission, and stowed her bag. When she sat in the pilot’s seat, her view was clearer. This, at least, was something she could do. She ran the preflight checks quickly, even though she wasn’t in any particular hurry, and took off when she had clearance. With no real destination in mind, she set a course at sublight speed and headed for one of the neighboring planets in the system. It was sparsely populated and covered with mountains. She couldn’t stay in isolation for very long, but taking a couple of days to clear her head and formulate a new plan was probably a good idea. There was no need to rush off half-cocked.

While the ship cruised along, she ran a scan of the hull and computer system, searching for any kind of tracking device. The sudden appearance of Imperials at the Fardi house was too alarming to overlook entirely. She hadn’t been away from her ship for very long, but it was more than enough time for someone to install a device. She found nothing, but she couldn’t shake the feeling of unease that Hedala’s warning about the new shadows had stirred in her. At least her stolen Imperial blaster was on board, so she’d have something to fight back with, if it came to that. She got it out of its hiding place so she would have it handy.