To this, too, she had to agree.
But only for the moment, she assured herself, only until I find Mack.
Beatriz realized that, much as it disgusted her, her life depended on communicating with this man.
"You are a military man, an officer. How is it that you walk yourself out the plank like this? You wouldn't have done it on reflex. This is a plan and we. I simply fall into it. "
"My God, you're perceptive," the words came in a rush, the captain's eyes aglitter. "We can only win, Flattery is finished. We have the Voidship and Orbiter — enough food stores for years. We control their currents and weather. We have Flattery's precious Organic Mental Core — shit, we can hook it up to the ship ourselves and fly out of here. "
She didn't hear the rest. Her mind focused on what he'd said at the beginning: "enough food stores for years."
If he kills everyone aboard the Orbiter.
". He'll have to throw it in," the captain was saying. "The rabble will have at him down there, and he doesn't dare destroy everything that he's worked for up here. Whoever beats him on the ground then can deal with me."
He's really going to do this, she thought. He's going to kill everyone aboard.
He took her hand and she snapped it back with a revulsion that she couldn't hide.
"Us," he said. "I meant they can deal with us. You and me. They'll believe whatever you tell them, at least for a while." He leaned closer, whispered, "You don't want to make another mistake, get more people killed."
She propelled herself out of her couch, not caring where the thrust might throw her in the gravity-free cabin. No one pursued her. The first handhold she grabbed stopped her beside a pair of security, younger than the young captain, who were reviewing the basics of holo camera triangulation.
They really intend to go on the air, she thought.
She looked back at the captain. He had his back to her, briefing several men. The tone of his voice, briskness of his gestures told her that he meant business. It was true, he could do it without her. It was true, that by helping him she might save others. She could not bring herself to speak to him, to go to him in any way. She sighed, and interrupted her two new cameramen.
"No," she said, "with that setup the alpha set only gets fifteen degrees of pan. OK if you're covering a launch, but we'll be inside, in a small space. "
As she instructed the two young amateurs she saw Brood watching her. He winked at her once, and she successfully suppressed the shudder that tempted her spine.
"They'll want to see this Organic Mental Core in transport, and they'll want to know something about its — her — background. Let's start by getting some of that in the can."
She passed the two-hour flight instructing her camera operators, two men and a woman, none of whom she recognized from the massacre at the SLS studio. Beatriz preferred their company, even if they did answer to the captain. Whether by accident or design, she did not encounter any of that squad during their flight.
The Organic Mental Core was a living brain, enclosed in an intricate plasma-glass container that made allowances for the hookups to come. A complex plug would connect the brain with the control system aboard the Voidship. What she didn't expect horrified her the most.
They're supported by. bodies!
She had done a report on such a thing several years ago. Scientists had connected a brain from a crushed body to a healthy body that had suffered a massive head injury. Each kept the other alive, though there had been no way to communicate with the healthy brain. At that time it was simply trapped in there, cut off from all sensation, alive and dreaming. She took a deep breath and let the reporter in her take over.
The medtech in charge had a number of active facial tics and each of her questions seemed to accelerate them. She learned nothing about the principle that she hadn't already learned through research or through Dwarf MacIntosh.
". As you well know, it was because of a failure in the OMCs that we wound up on Pandora."
"I understand that the OMCs were traditionally taken from infants with fatal birth defects. This OMC is from an adult human. How will the performance differ?"
"Twofold," the tech replied. "First, this person was dying at the time of conversion, therefore it — she — should be thankful for an extension of her life in a useful, indeed noble, role. Second, this person survived the longest hybernation known to humankind and woke to life on Pandora. She knows that if humans are to survive, it must be elsewhere. She can take comfort in being the instrument of that survival."
"Does she know any of this?"
The tech looked perplexed.
"Much of this was included in her early training. The rest we extrapolate from the evidence."
"What was she like as a person?"
"What do you mean?"
The tech's tics accelerated rapidly to a very distracting crescendo.
"You're saying, essentially, that she will accept this duty because of love for humanity. Did she have love in her life? A man? Children?"