Her father came downstairs; she heard his tread and recognized it. Oleg said to him, “She refuses to come with us. You must talk to her.”
She turned, ready to defy her father; but he only shook his head. “If Irina has made up her mind it is no good my arguing with her.”
“Thank you,” she said.
“I only wish the rest of us had as much room for hope as you seem to have, my daughter.”
But it was only the hem of hope to which she clung; reason quarreled with instinct and it was only by force of will that she enabled instinct to prevail. She saw the men carrying the luggage out to the aircraft-the suitcases that contained their preciously preserved Imperial uniforms, the documents of a Liberation that was not to be, the mocking relics of their failure. Still she did not stir from her post by the window.
A eleven o’clock her father came downstairs again, treading heavily; she saw he carried her own valises.
“I packed for you. In case you should change your mind. It is not meant as an inducement.”
He looked strange. It struck her it was the first time in her life she’d ever seen him carrying suitcases. There had always been servants.
He put them down near the door and rammed his hands in his pockets; he looked uncertain. She said, “What now, father?”
“For me? Nothing. Our lives are over. We have had our chance and lost it. We shall go back to our neutral villas and play at our meaningless pastimes. There is nothing else.”
At eleven-fifteen there was a report somewhere in the building-a crash or perhaps a gunshot-and Spaight ran from the room in alarm to seek its source. He returned shortly thereafter.
“It’s Baron Zimovoi. He’s shot himself.”
Prince Leon shot upright in his chair. “My God. Is there a doctor?”
“There’s no need for a doctor,” Spaight said quietly. His puzzled eyes rode around to Irina and she read the question in them: Was it because he was the traitor? Did he kill himself out of guilt?
The takeoff was delayed-fifteen minutes, then a half hour, then more-while they disputed the disposition of Oleg’s body. Finally it was Spaight who decided it:
“We’ll take him with us in the cargo compartment of one of the planes. We’ll have to. The ground is frozen here-he can’t be buried.” Lame inanities and gruesome horrors were the subjects their tongues touched but these were in keeping with the day; Oleg’s suicide seemed fitting.
13
She watched them trail dispiritedly toward the waiting De Havillands. Her father took his leave of her. Prince Michael hobbled out ahead and some of the others waited to help him into the airplane. Cosgrove went blindly along behind-he seemed even more benumbed than the others by the sudden collapse of the enterprise.
The two Americans were last out of the building. They stopped, flanking her, and Buckner looked out toward the empty road while Spaight put his kind eyes on her face and reached out to squeeze her hand.
Buckner said, “It was a fine dream while it lasted.”
“It was more than a dream for a while,” Spaight said.
“Maybe. But that’s all it’ll be from now on-a badly remembered one.”
That was when she saw the faintest movement in the mists far out along the road.
It was a Finnish ambulance. The breath caught in her sucking throat like a handsaw jamming in wet wood.
The ambulance halted at the gate and there was the tedious ritual of idents and clearances and then the gate swung open and the white van rolled forward. She tried to see through the windshield.
Then it stopped forty feet away and the door opened and Alex stepped out.
He waved and turned to help Sergei down; Sergei had a bulky white bandage about his shoulder. The stretcher bearers carried a third man out of the ambulance on a litter.
Alex said something to Sergei and then came away from him.
Irina walked blindly into his arms. Her fingers raked the back of his coat and the tears burst from her beyond control.
14
“Are you hurt…”
“I’m all right.” There wasn’t much life in his voice but he hadn’t been injured.
Spaight and Buckner crowded around. “What happened?” Faintly she was aware of Prince Leon hurrying forward, hobbling.
“We had to fight our way out. Most of us didn’t make it. We were strafed on the lake-we had to lie low under the dashboard until the pilot was convinced we were all dead. If he’d blown the fuel tank we’d all have gone up. We couldn’t move until after dark.”
Spaight said, “Someone’s got a lot to answer for.”
Prince Leon reached them; pressed past her and pulled Spaight out of the way and embraced Alex. Tears were frozen on Leon’s face.
But Alex’s face was changing. Muscles stood ridged at his jaw hinges and the bones at brow and cheek became harder, more prominent. With gentle pressure he thrust Leon aside.
“We heard it on the radio in the Finnish border camp,” he said. “The news from Pearl Harbor. The Japanese attack on Hawaii. The broadcast must have come just when Felix was taking off.”
John Spaight’s head rocked back. “What? ”