And again Hamer doubted. Was this man a mere street musician, a pavement artist? Or was he something more...?
Suddenly the millionaire's self-control broke down, and he cried fiercely and angrily: "Who are you? For God's sake, who are you?"
The man's eyes met his, smiling.
"Why don't you answer? Speak, man, speak!"
Then he noticed that the man was drawing with incredible rapidity on a bare slab of stone. Hamer followed the movement with his eyes... A few bold strokes, and giant trees took form. Then, seated on a boulder... a man... playing an instrument of pipes. A man with a strangely beautiful face - and goat's legs...
The cripple's hand made a swift movement. The man still sat on the rock, but the goat's legs were gone. Again his eyes met Hamer's.
"They were evil," he said.
Hamer stared, fascinated. For the face before him was the face of the picture, but strangely and incredibly beautified... Purified from all but an intense and exquisite joy of living.
Hamer turned and almost fled down the passageway into the bright sunlight, repeating to himself incessantly:
"It's impossible. Impossible... I'm mad - dreaming!" But the face haunted him - the face of Pan...
He went into the park and sat on a bench. It was a deserted hour. A few nursemaids with their charges sat in the shade of the trees, and dotted here and there in the stretches of green, like islands in a sea, lay the recumbent forms of men...
The words "a wretched tramp" were to Hamer an epitome of misery. But suddenly, today, he envied them...
They seemed to him of all created beings the only free ones. The earth beneath them, the sky above them, the world to wander in... they were not hemmed in or chained.
Like a flash it came to him that that which bound him so remorselessly was the thing he had worshipped and prized above all others - wealth! He had thought it the strongest thing on earth, and now, wrapped round by its golden strength, he saw the truth of his words. It was his money that held him in bondage...
But was it? Was that really it? Was there a deeper and more pointed truth that he had not seen? Was it the money or was it his own love of the money? He was bound in fetters of his own making; not wealth itself, but love of wealth was the chain.
He knew now clearly the two forces that were tearing at him, the warm composite strength of materialism that enclosed and surrounded him, and, opposed to it, the clear imperative call - he named it to himself the Call of the Wings.
And while the one fought and clung, the other scorned war and would not stoop to struggle. It only called - called unceasingly... He heard it so clearly that it almost spoke in words.
"You cannot make terms with Me," it seemed to say. "For I am above all other things. If you follow my call, you must give up all else and cut away the forces that hold you. For only the Free shall follow where I lead..."
"I can't," cried Hamer. "I can't..."
A few people turned to look at the big man who sat talking to himself.
So sacrifice was being asked of him, the sacrifice of that which was most dear to him, that which was part of himself.
Part of himself - he remembered the man without legs...
IV
"What in the name of Fortune brings you here?" asked Borrow.
Indeed the east-end mission was an unfamiliar back- ground to Hamer.
"I've listened to a good many sermons," said the millionaire, "all saying what could be done if you people had funds. I've just come to tell you this: you can have the funds."
"Very good of you," answered Borrow, with some surprise. "A big subscription, eh?"
Hamer smiled dryly. "I should say so. Just every penny I've got."
"What?"
Hamer rapped out details in a brisk, businesslike manner. Borrow's head was whirling.
"You - you mean to say that you're making over your entire fortune to be devoted to the relief of the poor in the East End, with myself appointed as trustee?"
"That's it."
"But why - why?"
"I can't explain," said Hamer slowly. "Remember our talk about visions last February? Well, a vision has got hold of me."
"It's splendid!" Borrow leaned forward, his eyes gleaming.
"There's nothing particularly splendid about it," said Hamer grimly. "I don't care a button about poverty in the East End. All they want is grit! I was poor enough - and I got out of it. But I've got to get rid of the money, and these tom-fool societies shan't get hold of it. You're a man I can trust. Feed bodies or souls with it - preferably the former. I've been hungry, but you can do as you like."
"There's never been such a thing known," stammered Borrow.
"The whole thing's done and finished with," continued Hamer. "The lawyers have fixed it up at last, and I've signed everything. I can tell you I've been busy this last fortnight. It's almost as difficult getting rid of a fortune as making one."
"But you - you've kept something?"
"Not a penny," said Hamer cheerfully. "At least - that's not quite true. I've just twopence in my pocket."
He laughed.