“Now bring me to it, so I might confess with my lips what I have seen with my eyes. The time has come to redeem the time, so bring me to it, damn you. Bring me to the
Awaale and the child parted our company not long thereafter, with nothing more than one day’s rations and ammunition for the rifle. “If you hurry, you might make it to the caves before nightfall,” Kearns told him. He sketched out a crude map on a slip of paper and handed it to the Somali. “But if night catches you and you run across my Minotaur, remember that I am Theseus in this little drama and you are… Well, I̻m not sure who you are.”
“Shut up,” Awaale said.
“You’re a dead man,” Kearns returned cheerfully. “On a fool’s errand.”
“And you are a fool with a dead man’s heart,” Awaale retorted. He drew me aside and said, “I have something for you,
He turned to Warthrop, who said simply, “Don’t fail.”
“You are hard man,
He shouldered his rifle, accepted Warthrop’s burden—the baby looked impossibly small in his massive arms—and headed up the trail. We watched him until he stepped around the bend and was gone.
To the top John Kearns led us now, to the very summit of the abyss, over deep drops and shadow-stuffed ravines, up craggy edifices where every handhold was precarious and every step fraught with peril, around heaps of shattered stone and deep pools of crystalline water reflecting back the empty sky, along terraced ledges thrust out like balconies overlooking the Diksam Plateau, an empty, featureless landscape two thousand feet beneath us. It was cold, and the air plunged into our lungs like the sharp blade of Awaale’s knife.
The clouds arrived at midmorning, swallowing the mountaintops, sliding swiftly and silently a hundred feet over our heads like a great white door slamming closed. And still higher we climbed, until I could reach up with my hand and touch the misty belly of the clouds. We came to a level spot in the trail, and there Kearns abruptly stopped, hands on his hips, head bowed, pulling hard for air.
“What is it?” Warthrop demanded. “Are you lost?”
Kearns shook his head. “Tired. I have to rest.”
He sank to the ground and fished about in his sack for a canteen. Warthrop could hardly contain himself. He paced the area, at times coming dangerously close to stepping over the edge and tumbling into the empty air.
“How much farther?” he asked.
“Five hundred feet… six?” Kearns shook his head. “Still haven’t figured out
“Who? How they do what?”
“The rotters. Some protohuman instinct, I suppose. Get to the highest point before you pop…” He shrugged.
Warthrop was shaking his head. “I don’t understand.”
Kearns looked up at him ad said in a voice drained of all playfulness, “You will.”
We entered the clouds, and the world dissolved into a spinning white nothingness, the complete abnegation of color, and we but wraithlike shades, shapes without substance, forms without dimensions. I walked very close to the doctor; another foot or two between us and I would have lost him in the void. The wind whipped around the mountain and slammed into our backs. I was terrified it would push me right off the edge. I lost all sense of time. Time did not exist here at the summit of the abyss. A million years was the same as a minute.
An eight-foot-high rock wall rose out of the mist directly in front of us. We had come to the end, the doorstep of the Magnificent Father’s abode, the nesting grounds of the
The moment my master had longed for and dreaded had come. The monstrumologist rushed forward. I’ve no doubt that if Kearns—or even I—had tried to stop him, he would have flung him over the side of the mountain. He paused only long enough to don a fresh pair of gloves before slapping his hands over the top of the wall and heaving himself up with a kick against the side. He disappeared into the fog.
“Well?” Kearns said softly to me. “Aren’t you going up?”
“Dr. Kearns,” I whispered. “What is the
“You’re a very sharp lad, Will. Surely you’ve discerned his face by now.”
I flinched when he touched me lightly on the cheek. His gray eyes sparkled.
“They may be a different color, but we’ve the same eyes, Master William Henry, you and I.
I pulled away. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”