In two years' hospital practice he had seen too much of the grim realities of life to retain any prejudices about rank. Cancer, phthisis, gangrene, leave a man with little respect for the humanity. The kernel is always the same — fearfully and wonderfully made — a subject for pity and terror.
Mr Stafford and his sister arrived at Bellaggio in a fair May evening. The sun was going down as the steamer approached the pier; and all that glory of purple bloom which curtains every wall at this season of the year flushed and deepened in the glowing light. A group of ladies were standing on the pier watching the arrivals, and among them Herbert saw a pale face that startled him out of his wonted composure.
"There she is," murmured Lotta, at his elbow, "but how dreadfully changed. She looks a wreck."
They were shaking hands with her a few minutes later, and a flush had lighted up her poor pinched face in the pleasure of meeting.
"I thought you might come this evening," she said, "We have been here a week."
She did not add that she had been there every evening to watch the boat in, and a good many times during the day. The Grand Bretagne was close by, and it had been easy for her to creep to the pier when the boat bell rang. She felt a joy in meeting these people again; a sense of being with friends; a confidence which Lady Ducayne's goodness had never inspired in her.
"Oh, you poor darling, how awfully ill you must have been," exclaimed Lotta, as the two girls embraced.
Bella tried to answer, but her voice was choked with tears.
"What has been the matter, dear? That horrid influenza, I suppose?"
"No, no, I have not been ill — I have only felt a little weaker than I used to be. I don't think the air of Cap Ferrino quite agreed with me."
"It must have disagreed with you abominably. I never saw such a change in anyone. Do let Herbert doctor you. He is fully qualified, you know. He prescribed for ever so many influenza patients at the Londres. They were glad to get advice from an English doctor in a friendly way."
"I am sure he must be very clever!" faltered Bella. "But there is really nothing the matter. I am not ill, and if I were ill, Lady Ducayne's physician —"
"That dreadful man with the yellow face? I would as soon one of the Borgias prescribed for me. I hope you haven't been taking any of his medicines."
"No, dear, I have taken nothing. I have never complained of being ill."
This was said while they were all three walking to the hotel. The Staffords' rooms had been secured in advance, pretty ground-floor rooms, opening into the garden. Lady Ducayne's statelier apartments were on the floor above.
"I believe these rooms are just under ours," said Bella.
"Then it will be all the easier for you to run down to us," replied Lotta, which was not really the. case, as the grand staircase was in the centre of the hotel.
"Oh, I shall find it easy enough," said Bella. "I'm afraid you'll have too much of my society. Lady Ducayne sleeps away half the day in this warm weather, so I have a good deal of idle time; and I get awfully moped thinking of Mother and home."
Her voice broke upon the last word. She could not have thought of that poor lodging which went by the name of home more tenderly had it been the most beautiful that art and wealth ever created. She moped and pined in this lovely garden, with the sunlit lake and the romantic hills spreading out their beauty before her. She was homesick and she had dreams; or, rather, an occasional recurrence of that one had dream with all its strange sensations — it was more like a hallucination than dreaming — the whirring of wheels, the sinking into an abyss, the struggling back to consciousness. She had the dream shortly before she left Cap Ferrino, but not since she had come to Bellaggio, and she began to hope the air in this lake district suited her better, and that those strange sensations would never return.
Mr Stafford wrote a prescription and had it made up at the chemist's near the hotel. It was a powerful tonic, and after two bottles, and a row or two on the lake, and some rambling over the hills and in the meadows where the spring flowers made earth seem paradise, Bella's spirits and looks improved as if by magic.
"It is a wonderful tonic," she said, but perhaps in her heart of hearts she knew that the doctor's kind voice, and the friendly hand that helped her in and out of the boat, and the lake, had something to do with her cure.
"I hope you don't forget that her mother makes mantles," Lotta said warningly.
"Or matchboxes; it is just the same thing, so far as I am concerned."
"You mean that in no circumstances could you think of marrying her?"
"I mean that if ever I love a woman well enough to think of marrying her, riches or rank will count for nothing with me. But I fear — I fear your poor friend may not live to be any man's wife."
"Do you think her so very ill?"
He sighed, and left the question unanswered.