“Here.” He picked up his teacup from the table beside the bed. “Take the cup. Drink.”
My hand was shaking; a drop plopped upon the covers as I brought the cup, shaking, to my lips.
“Good.”
He took the cup with his right hand and held out his left.
“Take my hand.”
I pressed my palm into his. My whole body was trembling now. This man whose every nuance I could instinctively read had become a cipher.
“Squeeze. Squeeze my hand, Will Henry. Harder. As hard as you can.”
He smiled. He seemed pleased.
“There. Do you see?” Holding my hand tight. “Part of it’s gone, but it’s still your hand.”
The monstrumologist released me and stood up, and my fingers ached from his grip.
“Go back to sleep, Will Henry. You need your rest.”
“So do you, sir.”
“It is not your place to worry about me.”
He strode to the doorway, into the bar of light, and his shadow stretched across the floor and climbed up the wall. I lay back and closed my eyes. Two breaths, three, four, and then slowly opened them again, but not very much, just enough to peek.
He had not moved from the doorway. He had not left me. Not yet.
My hand throbbed; his hold had been strong. I felt a maddening itch where my index finger should have been. I flexed my thumb into empty space to scratch it.
Warthrop had booked out passage for the next morning on the SS
“Think of it, Will Henry,” he had said in our rooms at the Plaza, before bidding me a good night for the first time, before I’d dreamed of the Locked Room and the box, before his shadow had hung on the wall.
“It took our forebears more than two months to cross the Atlantic, two months of deprivation and disease, scurvy, dysentery, dehydration. It shall take us less than a week, in regal splendor. The world is shrinking, Will Henry, and by no miracle, unless we alter our definition of what makes a miracle.”
His eyes had been misty, his tone wistful. “The world grows smaller, and little by little the light of our lamps chases away the shadows. All shall be illuminated one day, and we will wake with a new question: ‘Yes,
“Sir?”
“It will be a seminal moment in the history of science, Will Henry, the finding of the
And then he fell silent.
And the next morning he was gone.
Something was wrong; I knew it the moment I woke. I understood instantly—not in the trivial sense, not intellectually, but with my heart. Nothing had changed. There was the bed in which I lay and the chair in which he’d sat watching me and the large dressing table and the wardrobe and even his teacup on the table. Nothing had changed; everything had changed. I jumped from the bed and raced down the hall into the empty sitting room. Nothing had changed; everything had changed. I stepped over to the windows and threw back the curtains. Eight stories below, Central Park glistened, a white landscape ablaze in sunlight beneath a cloudless sky.
His trunk. His valise. His field case. I ran to the closet and yanked open the door. Empty.
Everything had changed.
I was getting dressed when the knock came. I would have been dressed already, but I was having trouble with the buttons on my trousers. I’d never realized how helpful my finger had been in the procedure. For one irrational moment I was sure the doctor had returned to fetch me.
Or, what was more likely: